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episod 3: yeah thats what best friend for.

hellowwww peeps.
heh.
omg. i am sooo happy!
yes bestfriend. u may laugh now.
i know i am the one who started this mess. yes you can put the blame on me.
i dont mind. i admit it. hehe

now.. mula mula dulu, haa bkan main berlagak.
last2 dh kena batang hidung sendiri, baru tau. baru kau rasa. mmg padan la muka kau nabilah.

i may be a revengeful girl. yeah thats bad i know.
but i sure cannot live without my friend.
 boleh mati kebosanan. dan kesunyian.
yess.
pity me.
takboleh idup tanpa kawan.
haa.kawan2 semua. gelak laaa.
*sambil buat muka fedup*

episod 2: i cant handle you at your worst. and i know i don't deserve you at your best.

salam. sebelum ape2 an. saya nk tegaskan dekat sini.
eitt jangan gelak! serius ni. : l

ehemm.
blogpost di blog ni akan jadi berbeza dr blog haritu.
haa. saya kan nk bebel. so kena la tegas kan. tk boleh main2.
okey?
haaa okey bagus semua setuju.
hehe. eitt. sape suruh senyum?

ok. berbalik kepada tajuk di atas.
yeahh everybody knows tht.
lagi satu perumpamaan yang lebih kurang: accept me for who  i am, not more or less.
kan?

so, in my point of view, if you cant accept the person at his worst, then u don't deserve him at his best. just admit it. tak payah nak bersimpang siur belit belit cerita belok sana belok sini. kan?
yes as for me, i know if i cant accept tht person at his worst, then i'll be suffocating forever later.
so, rather than being hurt or hurting someone, it is better for me to push aside everything tht i totally can't acceept in the first place kan?

saya jenis orang yg bila saya tak suka, haa cakap la. terus terang. tak suka ini. tk suka itu. n if tht person can convince me tht i am totall the bad guy, then won't mind at all to change my mind. tp kalau saya dah cakap mcm peluru kan, lepas tu gagap tak pon tk bela diri, i'll take tht as : okey nabilah, u r right.
haa.kan?

and yeahh. i hate waiting. orang yang rapat dengan saya tau itu. apa jua situasi pon. oo bencinya nk tunggu.
dan saya cepat naik darah. pemarah.
so, kalau seorang pemarah yang benci menunggu terpaksa menunggu, haaa. boleh bayangkan tk apa yg jadi?
mmg teruk laaa.

yess i know. terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata, mcm mcm binasa. kan?
so what kalau binasa? i don't care.  well, i used to care. but not anymore. :)

heh. dah. penat bebel.